Incident of 8 December, 2010
Wake up from friends' house, get prepared and head to work.
Thanks to my friend for sending me to work, but I'm a bit late.
Likewise, super busy with work.
Hardly breathe in the space of duty, but I got to work hard!
I've remember about the promises that made by my dad.
But, something that really disappoints me.
My dad, lied to me again.
Why? I don't know why my dad likes to make promises and break it.
Breaks my heart, having such faith on him.
Although the relations between my dad and I were bad, I doesn't hate him.
But now, I really dislike him. He made me feel this way.
When I was young, we fought a lot.
The point is, he is my dad.
I don't hate him because of the past.
Now, I really dislike him because of what he did recent.
I just can't take it anymore, my armor is cracking.
At last, the armor has broken.
I could not hold these tears, it's sucks!
I feel shame on it, why I have to be so emotional!
Glad I finished my work, could be big if it happens during my work time.
But, colleague saw me cracking at the corner.
Embarrassed, everything makes me speechless the whole night.
Later, follow friends to Damansara, because his girl-friend's birthday.
This is really not good, because I am showing my current attitude.
I turned so speechless and a bad face with tears.
Enter friend's car and head to Damansara.
I was so emotional, looking at the view out from the car.
Middle of the journey, we encountered an accident!
My friend breaks the car because of the driver from front making a sudden break.
Luckily, friend was able to stop the car.
If my friend doesn't stop, we will crash the car.
Unfortunately, there is a car from behind bang into us.
I bounced up and shocked. Sees what happen.
Sucks, we are the victims.
Discussed a lot with the one who bang us.
Suddenly, traffic agents joined the accident and I think they are just annoyed.
Bumper has been banged necessary and makes the car unable to move.
So, we have everything recorded and traffic agents brought us to Damansara.
We reached Damansara, hop into friend's girl-friend car and head to The Curve.
Go to Red-Box for Karaoke, I am depressed for it.
At last, I am able to break through my emotions, part of it.
Celebrate friend's girl-friend birthday, and went to Police Station afterwards.
Why? Because we haven't make Police Report of the accident.
It's already 4:00am in the morning, quite tired.
Spent some time in Police Station for the case report.
We are so tired, exhausted!
When everything has done, we head back to hostel.
Slept in the car while heading back.
Time has reached 5:30am, head to bed without shower.
I've remember, it's been a year I worked in this company.
I really loved to work here, this place is a family to me.
I have a great boss and great colleagues.
Relationship between me and colleagues are closed.
They were like brothers to me, and I am the youngest amoung in the company.
Wouldn't want to dissappoint them, should have work hard!
Better than my family, because I don't have to worry much.
Because of my bad backgrounds, I really dislike my family.
But, not totally dislike my family. Just my dad because of recent issue.
Sigh, I miss my mom and my grandparents.
They are old now, no one to take care.
What to expect, it's parcel of life.
事件簿： 十二月八日，二零一零年
起床，准备然后到公司去。
我需要感谢我的朋友送我到公司去，但是我有点迟了。
还是与往常一样，草忙碌的。
在工作的空间难于呼吸，但是我需要多多努力的！
我想起我父亲告诉我的承诺。
但是，有一样东西非常让我失望。
我的父亲，有在说谎了。
为什么？我真的不知道为什么他那么喜欢答应人家东西然后不实现它。
伤了我的心，还怪我那么信念我父亲。
就算我和父亲的关系再怎么坏都好，我都没讨厌他。
但是现在，我真的很不喜欢他。是他自己造成的。
我们小时候，一直吵架。
重点是，他是我的父亲。
我不是为我所经历的而讨厌他。
现在，我不喜欢他的原因都是因为刚所发生的事情。
我实在是无法忍受了，我的防备正在崩裂。
到最后，我的防备已经崩裂。
我无法停止这些眼泪，超鸟的。
我感觉很丢脸，为什么我需要那么伤心。
还好我已经完成我的工作，要不然被大庭广众看见也不是很好。
可是，被同事看见我在角落崩溃的样子。
尴尬，所发生的一切都弄到我很无言。
之后，跟朋友到Damansara去，因为朋友的女朋友的生日。
感觉气派不是很好，因为我那么冷落的态度。
我又那么无言状况而且又加上我苦瓜脸带点泪。
进入朋友的车子然后到Damansara去。
我非常的低落，往车子外的风景望。
途中，我们发生车祸！
朋友看见前面的车子突然间刹车然。
幸亏，我的朋友来得及停车。
如果我的朋友没有停车，我们就会撞车。
不幸的是，后面有一辆车撞上我们。
突然间被惊吓，弹了起来。然后看看发生了什么事。
鸟，我们是受害者。
我们下车和那个车主谈谈。
突然间，有Agent过来插手然后我觉得他们很烦。
车后的缓冲挡已经被撞到很惨导致车子无法行动。
一切搞定好了之后我们就上了Agent的车子望Damansara去。
我们到了Damansara后，上朋友的女朋友的车子里，然后再到The Curve去。
到Red Box去唱K，其实我还是很低落。
到最后，我还是突破了，一部分罢了。
庆祝朋友的女朋友的生日，然后再到警察局去。
为什么？因为我们还没有举报刚才的车祸。
已经4:00点凌晨了，已经累毙了。
花了很多时间在警察局里做举报。
我们已经很累了！
但全部做好了之后，我们就回到宿舍去。
已经是5:30凌晨了，没有冲凉就睡觉了。
我想起了，我已经在这个公司效劳一年了。
我非常喜欢这个公司，因为这里好像一个温暖的家庭。
有好老板以及好同事。
我和同事们的感情是非常的亲近。
他们好像我的哥哥们，然后我是全公司最年轻的。
我不想失望他们，我应该努力争取！
比我的家庭还好，因为我不需要担心很多东西。
但是，不是指我很讨厌我的家庭。只是父亲所造成的事情。
唉，我好想念我的母亲，阿婆以及阿公的。
他们已经老了，没有人照顾。
我有什么好预料的，这也是生命所需要经历的。
